swirling skies, melted eyes, poetic sentiment, encompass the music with a catchy name, the same that others search their minds for without recourse, the break away from the current situation and the demands that others have placed on me and that I have placed on them and the call and response of any healthy relationship, I will depart from this briefly because I'll be in that world the rest of the day and the library only opened ten minutes ago. I've wasted nothing.
searching for meaningful references, the kind of thing that sticks and lasts forever. someone while searching will encounter it.
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this day of broken hearts and feelings of restless loneliness, it is self imposed and it is silly, it is a pagan holiday and the family of four hates it with passion due to the nature of love and the hallmark greeting card companies that still tap into our emotions presumably better than we can otherwise we would have simply written a letter or a better excuse to get lost.
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wish each other the best and be on your way, there are attempts to divert our attention, missing children, cop killers and more, but the buzz words remain we are forever indebted to our ideas and our ideals, everything is spinning, insane and incomprehensible, the forgotten longitude, having a beautiful day in a place no one thought existed, this plane of existence to the extent at which you are fully consumed.
consumed by a dream like paper in a fire. going all in on a bet, a dangerous proposition but the only way to make anything happen for yourself in the end, glorious nosebleeds at high altitude, the sickness is the inability to perfect forward momentum, and we are stuck in our tracks for a moment, gesture onward toward new names and realms of possibility, we are men in the end and we have our say entirely, be optimistic for the foreign chance of ultimate success, to become a millionaire in this field is a pipe dream but to create beautiful and meaningful music to reflect the problems and psychological feelings of every individual... to relate to others and to make them dance and move. to move them too. to fill everyone full of love like dispersing free hugs and kisses at a downtown city block. one dollar for a kiss. or a pie with a naked picture at the bottom.
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paper lanterns. powerful imagery and a representation of full musical ideals. wasting life away with predicament. nothing encompasses. and I have given it thought for 24 hours without purpose. seemingly having no genius ideas left in my alcohol soaked head. the delirium... fucking.
color description. something artistic and voila! we are in business. something esoteric, edgy, but a grand definition of the artistic statement, the music, the dreams behind our backs, the dreams of pipes, invisible walls, the gorgeous effort... something positive, meaningful... in reference to something wonderful and how to run into this without awful self harm? how do we know what we are? what can we label ourselves as? very dynamic and boundary pushing. artistic and torch-bearing. spearheading the operation. eternal. energetic. spirited. wild. every spirit. underneath the mountain.
poetic word. dying inside with these impossible words eating away at me. I can't seem to find what I'm looking for but this is not writer's block, it is much worse. To find an incredible combination of letters to describe the name of the project I'm most proud of. Starting fresh with something natural and agreeable.
