A feeling that each passing moment is like a thin needle puncturing my head. Something damaging but not immediately. Talk zen and have a highlight. Head ache and a sudden feeling of 'want-to-do-nothing' but at the expense of feeling awful because of it. Why be alone for this?
so desperate for enlightenment. seeking through paranoid visions of the greatest sickness. exhausted eyes and song sections in shambles. cultivating a talent or wasting the time given. clean up my keyboard with a Q-tip. read.
