Find the freedom to explore. It's always out there and available to you. The entire world is bigger than your conception of it. It will always amaze you, the more you decide to find new realms. Relish in new and extravagant sanctuaries, cease the frozen head games and find solace in dark corners of well lit streets. This is your home turf. Feel free to roam around. There are constant deeper luxuries waiting beyond these walls. There is infinite solace in the trees to satiate the soul. Your human soul is eager and hungry for more inspired motivation. You are worth more than your wildest childhood passions. The random distractions met and explored. You would be poorly clothed in long grass lawns with unknown possibilities in every inch of earth. You learned to desire a green earth and with the natural heightened impulses. We react to the sublime. There were moments of ecstasy in sitting as a stone on rocks. Diving off of bridges in a rip tide but feeling exuberant in the dangerous aspect of it. Life, it is based in the spontaneous and soul devouring moments. The moments of zen in action. We know the moments when we smile and connect on a level beyond standard word play.
We jump into piles of leaves like good soldiers. We play baseball in the park with our own rules. We run through the forest and ride bikes down perilous corridors and one track minds, playing through huge dirt ramps and falling over handlebars in half built ambitions, tree forts with intentions of completion and never allowing the fear inside the heart, we gave up on the simple possibility of cutting up wood and placing beams suspended over distances... moving upwards in years toward the grave and away, away blissfully from the confusion of the womb and existing for the first time in recollection and realize what it is to survive in this world as an individual with intelligent and directed mind out of the gutter with intention to help family exist in greater light and happiness at one point and the depression is one shared in blood and transferable through coarse affairs and blunt objects.....
"I didn't feel so brave when I began but the frontier thickened his skin and I'm certain I could face anything but going home again"
