12:41am
Working on decent habits. Waking up in a matter of hours to bike to the coast. See the ocean again. Haven't seen that vast expanse in quite awhile. Thankful it is still there to witness. My god. Favorite sight when I cried in the maddening wind. Just like mom taught. ALl I have now is a headache and a desire to sleep. PLaying drums and feeling the rhythmic interludes between songs. I need my privacy or else I will explode. the drums the crash the bass the low levels the intense beats and everyone is locked in to each other. Totally aware of each others parts.
Become a goddamn musical genius.
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No open coffee shop on a sunday afternoon. there is only 7/11 french vanilla or mocha, very much syrup, out of a machine... Favorite explosions.
