june 24

Take home girls to mother. Awkward phrases in situations that don't make me uncomfortable but everyone else is shied off by my demeanor. We went backstage but the view sucked and we did not meet anyone too special. But we skipped out on lines. Gave out shades, received ear full of great music and felt tan lines emphasize, besides. Go into that new creation. That new morning high. Feeling too much of it and a little bit weary and out of control. Anti-climactic because there is no mud wrestling or car horns. There are no crazy shenanigans. Boobs here and there. Girls who live in the moment never thinking about photography and national television. Turn down a possiblity to be interviewed. Worry. Worry. Listen to guitar solos. Watch them rock out.