Friday, September 28, 2012

Sept 28

up close and personal with tiny little brushstrokes
we can lose ourselves in such distractions
but it is beautiful to fall into a hallucination
without the influence of anything narcotic
we can become drunk off a scenic drive
well past the legal limit
we can get high off the too-clean air at 8,000 feet
and giggle like children when they first experiment with violence
a new sensation
all over

frozen stride, you are not alive
conspiracies to condemn great mystery
as basic human fallacy
regulate your heartbeat
and you might live through all this mess

white-hot embers of a recent deceased fire
seeking shelter in the abacus of a tomb
nothing but haunted ruins
dust clouds hanging low in that sky

two opposing scenes of storms on the oceanfront
different coasts
warm colors and cool colors
one takes over the ship entirely
one still has faith in developing
a ship to withstand the powerful wind

dionysus! let's share some wine!

great arbiter of the heavens
shine something light and fruitful down
upon me in this waking state
prove yourself in the shivering cold
the murderous wolves abound
a tasteless poly for an upcoming film
this would not happen if you allowed yourself to exist

all supernatural
nothing can be falsified
therefore it cannot be true
or false
the presence also cannot be confirmed
no evidence either way
it becomes a senseless discussion
there are much greater things to address
in the present tense
the state of the world as it is
what if you are wrong?
heaven was invented by the devil
to convince us that life on earth is not as beautiful and tragic as it truly is
to convince us that there is something greater when we die
in order to keep us silent and obedient

hang your head in the gallows for such blaspheme

in this media frenzied world. there is hardly any truth.
everybody has money dangling in front of them as inspiration to continue...
we invented money!
what about art and beauty? the Grecian system of aristocracy?
create something huge that will forever outlive you
it is the basic human instinct we try to ignore!
this does not mean a child.
to propagate life cannot be the sole purpose behind a human life.
most animals work this way. to preserve the species.
but we are beyond that. we are overpopulated. overcrowded.
a child is adding a social security number to the fix.
this shit hole of a society that mirrors our most central hearts.
there has to be something more.
a crusade of education where everyone learns something life-changing
I want truth! Truth!
I can't live beneath false gods. Dollar bills and considerable losses.
I cannot believe in something without evidence.
A good religious scientist could make it his life's work to disprove the existence of god.
Why capitalize god? Why do we do that?
(It's a proper name. They'll say)
It's an IDEA. I'll say.

Believe in YOURSELF