oct 14

stuffed full of a sudden paralytic sensibility, though the excitement of a home team victory flowing down from the north, earth shaking applause and the stadium erupts in drunken revelry, we all had little faith but the best offense versus the best defense is a decently matched up game, getting hyphy, feeling the drowned out sorrows of a congested freeway afterwards though everyone honking and yelling in joyous celebration of a team to root for. Fuck yeah! We say this collectively. Share the excitement, though usually it is something I care very little about, no idea if the mariners did anything remotely good this year, I only know that almost all players I once knew and appreciated have moved on to something or somewhere else, the sonics dead, though the beautiful city gathers some certain recognition in this new status. I never knew what to do with myself today. Finished a book. Doing laundry. exercise. spelling execution. excrement. excuses. extrapolate. had too much chicken for lunch. filled up the tank. returned the red box movie return. had a beer. might have another. for the hell of it. for the heaven of it. feeling the weight of big decisions weighing down on me. though it should never be that hard.