in the heat of a moment. sweating nervously and appropriately in the midday desert sun. people are orange here. self-inflicted. feeling yourself disintegrate. but here is a happiness due to the wild and transient nature of the incident. here is a confidence and a feeling of power although I was quickly drained of my energy with the beating down sun and the negative responses to a few actions made. Invisible once again but feeling strong. the academic setting and the college-aged groups all about studying and forming relationships between people and all ares of academic interests, neglected or not, weaving them all into intricate and seamless webs, or schema. All of this will help you to understand the gravity of the world we live in. The amount of dedication necessary to become something worthwhile in this life. Something huge and attention-commanding with incredible things to say and people listen carefully. That would be a nice goal. To get people to listen carefully to your words in any age. Beautiful women, in an abundance... all smiles and sunshine. I double take and so do they. There is a confident smile and a joyous conversation waiting around each corner. I need to keep moving.
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Write down about the general ambiance. Tempted to write for sound cannon instead.
